Hey, ma.
It's been a while since I wrote you like this.
Lately, I've just been talking to you a lot.
Laughing over stuff with you, telling you how I'm feeling, telling you what's going on.
I believe you can really hear me.
Just like you're still around.
As if that horrible day last December, never happened.
Sometimes I feel you, and I dream about you, too.
But I wanted to tell you...
I'm engaged, ma.
I'm gonna be married.
It happened just like you said.
I found love again.
Or rather, it found me.
I'm finally happy, and it's real.
He's amazing, ma.
He blows everything else out of the water--- and I'm not just talking about past relationships.
I'm talking about the pain and the loss and the empty and the -------
It's sort of like I wished for, when I was little.
Every girl wants that Cinderella thing.
But the best part?
If you could see us together... if you could just see us together, for one minute--- you'd know.
But then again...
You probably already do, don't you...?
I love you, mom.
I miss you so much.
Not a day goes by... not a single day.
And I'll miss you forever.
Love you forever.
xo
{ NOTE: I have NO idea why the videos originally embedded in this post, won't embed properly or play... but here are the titles and links - they're both great and really relevant tracks. Stay with the second track; it has a slow open but give it a minute... it's well worth it. Sorry, gang. xo JL }
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I write to my grandfather.. Have since he past away 25 years ago. It does a soul good. Much love darlin!
So Beautiful. Your mom knows everything. Love you Mama. <3
Beautiful!
She hears you... Her little girl is safe and truly loved, forever. I feel her watching often. She knows. We're blessed. She's told us <3
Okay Jon, you do realize people are going to think your name is CHUCK, right?! For anyone reading this, Chuck is a nick-name of sorts... kind of an inside joke. :) #TalkToChuck
You remind me of me! I did this also ,when my parents passed. My father was called to heaven by my Mother on their anniversary November 23, but he did not leave until my siblings all came to say "good bye". You see he gave his life for my only son Staff Sgt. Nathaniel McAVoy who was at war in Afghanistan and had watched a bldg. blow up with all of his buddies and his commanding sgt. SSome of his buddies were ok, but his commanding sgt died the same day my father did on December 4th,9days b4 his birthday and the day after my daughters bday His favorite grandaughter. But u see my son was saved because my father gave his 90 year old body for his 25 year old look alike and all because my Mother was very religious and called him up to be with her. My mother left us in 2004. God Rest and bless their souls, they were amazing people.
really my comment was lost Will have to send again when up to writing all i wrote over. xoxo
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