A lil panicked.
Totally at ease.
Like a kid.
I feel ready.
I mean, wasn't it just a year ago that I posted that I'M READY TO GO, blog? So hell yeah, fuck yeah, I'm ready. (P.S. The shoes I was wearing in that blog post? They're no longer my best shoes. wink)
Yet, I want more time... to get things done.
I know it's all flowing according to The Plan, and that comforts me.
Stuff has come out of the woodwork, to assist and move things along. My angels definitely have a hand in this one. Yet I can't help but stay awake at night, thinking of book details, and wedding details... things that need my attention.
All the while maintaining two homes and tending to our large, blended family. It's kind of insane. In a sweet baby Jesus, this is really my life, HUZZAH!, kind of way.
I mean, if someone had told me a year ago, this would be my life, I'd have never believed it.
At the same time, it's as though a part of me knew this was coming, all along. Hell, just this morning, I put together threads of dreams I had a year and a half ago, that foretold of my new love, my new life...
Just a lil personal status.
Lil ParaGoddess share, lol.
Adore you guys.
Feed off your love.
Send you all good thoughts, positive energy and happy stuff...
more often than you know.
With love, always ~
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